the rainbows

28 sep 2006

2006-09-28T15:39:00.000+08:00

arg . . . what happened to me today??kinda of dull today
i don't know my mind is like so numb . suddenly scare that i might lost something that i used to have . i couldn't control my feelings now . i couldn't think of anything that make me sad.

i just realise that i really have think too much , thinking that i'm one of an useless person . people always say that 18 years old is always the fun n enjoyable year but to me it doesn't . i felt that i'm going to ruin my whole entire life . so stress up in life , couldn't be able to be like how i used to be .

i have always enjoy my life during my secondary sch day. that the moment when we could be
so happy , could not need to bother about anything , do whatever things we would want to do .

people always say that i use to have a bad childhood . even thought i wanted to admit but didn't
cause i want to live my life to the fullest , remember the happiest moments . i love my family and friends too much . everytimes when there are quarrelment i just hope that everything going to be fine in the next sec . thinking about the past , i really think that i deserve it . i'm not that perfect anyway .

i hope i would go back to nusery when i do not know anything .haha

seeing everyone around me growing older n also getting further away . i guess i just could not face the fact that everyone has their own path of life n be separated .

anyway guys , if u all happen to read this . just bare this in mind i am ok . do not need to worry .
tat's me .gotta get use to it .yeah? haha anyway happy birthday ling !

2 sept 2006

2006-09-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

lol what a tiring day today!!??? i felt liked i had went back to my secondary school days . where we do not need to bother much about studies . and what we do is to play n relax among ourselves. early in the morning today or maybe not morning , i meet up with ling to chinatown . n she is always the late queen lol no lah kidding . today she is the tour guide - by introducing the nicest food in chinatown . eg the fried noodles , wantan mee and also our flavourite mango sago . wow damn shiok . but it seems to be quite expensive . .2.50 per bowl . after that we went to shop around the chinatown wow can't believe that there are quite alot of shops that sells beautiful clothes in that kind of places . in that meantime i tot we were those ' orbasan ' haha

oh ya n we went to meet lin after that at town . . i had a weird feeling when i actually reached PS . .it is one of my sensitive place in my mind . which reminds me of someone but we really enjoyed ourselves today . .really . . it is the best day today . . oh yeah and we went to take pic at cineleisure. we were like wow the three girls are BACK again haha

and so i really saw someone whom i don't wish to see . is like so coincidence n i had not prepared yet but after thinking for awhile , i think is kind of stupid to run away when the moment i see him . .i don't know why . .it was so embarrasing

and OFF we went to isetan scott to have our PASTA . i like the moment when we could sit down together , eat together and also share some of our xin li hua . oh yeah n the best part is . . we actually went back to cineleisure n play DDR . . can't imagine i'm such a lousy player . . i guess i'm just too old to play . .but lin is like..wow best man . i think she will be a gd dancer!!

wow it just like a story today which ended with happy endings haha lol go babes !! next - we will have to plan for our bdae party haha . opps i'm also quite excited for this coming monday , as we would be able to gather together again to watch love wrecked which is one of the comedy romance movie .

monday 28th aug

2006-08-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

arg. . . what a tiring day today . . . just came back from work . today everyone was very busy because there is new stocks coming in and damn alot of people appeared in our shop to try the clothes n end up buying nothing . the worst thing is there is this lady who cannot make the decision of which heels to buy and i end up walking in n out of the store for 5 times . oh yeah . . tommorrow i need to work too just to pack up all the sale items back to the warehouse . i guess i'm going to miss my science lesson again . damn just received a msg from my eng teacher , saying that your name will be cancel if u do not attend the lesson . crazy is that really so serious . don't understand why . but i guess Os level is coming soon . . maybe in 9 weeks time?? wow that was fast. . suddenly lost confidence again . . .but i really hope i can do well this time haha

lol going to watch my favourite video already . . off to go..
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sunday , 27th aug 2006

2006-08-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

wahahahah , tan rou wen is back on earth again . Because she was so lazy and busy that was why she had stop blogging for so so so so long . today was a normal day for me through . spending the whole day watching tv and video . nothing special today . just finished watching a movie called ' Last Quarter ' which is a love story . and hyde played in one of the role...wow so handsome haha . anyway its quite a touching story . after that , i was chatting with boon...don't know what had happened to him... keep saying that i'm very funny.. just that i really cannot remember my username n my password . i mean it is very normal for someoen to forget things when they never do for quite some time right.. haha

yawn ~~ its really getting more n more tired this few days . so boring tomorrow have to work . don't really feel like going to work tomorrow. i don't like one of the people there . so what if she is an experience worker. experience worker mean they can stare at people , giving those ' smelly ' face which irritated people. gosh can't believe i will be working together with her. n the worst thing is !!! i have to see her again tommorow...really feel like dying haha . anyway i guess i will sign out first.. sorry for letting u guys wait for me for so long haha . i will blog whenver i can from now onwards .

rouwen miss u guys but not boon =]

19 june 2006

2006-06-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

i was kinda pissed off this morning cos we didn't manage to go Kbox. I thought my cousin had planned everything nicely yesterday but it turned out that she had to rush back to work.hm...but nvm =) so the whole morning was so boring today . but because it was so boring i started to think that my life had lacked of something but i don't know wat i lack of.

After that i found out that i have both wonderful parents in my life n also two brothers n friends haha i felt so ashamed of myself.they always wouldn't stop me from doing the things i want to do.felt so selfish haha but anyway hope ling wil get well soon..

lurvee
wen

18 june of 2006

2006-06-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

Woohoo! i really enjoyed myself today!!! Having a great time with that fatty chewy. We actually meet out after our work. Today i was so embarrassed just now...i actually toppled over a display of wallets when i went to visit ling. My face was like boiling . Althought i know i was bushing but i dare not say anythin...just pretend nth happen n display it nicely back again.After tat , we had pasta at pasta mania . It reminds me of our olden days .And we also talk about how we get to know each other n stuff. it is like so memorable . that is one of a gd point to have friends around.
Haha =) Ling , i gotta say..i'm goin to miss u when u are away for a trip. can't wait for the setosa trip haha .

lurvee ,
wen

16 june 2006 of my life

2006-06-17T00:47:00.000+08:00

wahahaha , isn't it so lame , guess what?? Today is the day when my BEST Friend , yenling n i started blogging . It was kind of fun while confusing when doing the process . We had to invite bamboo , siewlin ( best friend ) to teach us how to sign up n another fun thing was when we had to think of our URL . Especially that chewy thought of so many stupid ideas like ohhmygoodness , hearmeshout , blah blah blah . Anyway , i really miss our times together because we can hardly get to meet with one another . I really hope we all can meet out some days . I hope u guys know who u are... no need me to say out right?? 38 have u finish posting ??? i can't wait till this SUNDAY...n u say u going to treat me to MACHE right.. pls dun deny.. hope to see u guys soon!!! take care...MUACKS!

Lurvee ,
wen